god I got the sad blue blues,

this woman sat there and she

said

are you really Charles

                        Bukowski?

and I said

            forget that

I do not feel good

I've got the sad sads

all I want to do is

fuck you

and she laughed

she thought I was being

clever

and O I just looked up her long slim legs of heaven

I saw her liver and her quivering intestine

I saw Christ in there

jumping to a folk-rock

all the long lines of starvation within me

rose

and I walked over

and grabbed her on the couch

ripped her dress up around her face

and I didn't care

rape or the end of the earth

one more time

to be there

anywhere

real

yes

her panties were on the

floor

and my cock went in

my cock my god my cock went in

I was Charles

Somebody.